Borderline Personality Disorder and Ethico-Epistemic Justice: Trauma in Participatory Sense-Making.

Generally speaking, BPD is a cognitive-affective disposition that shapes one's conception and experience of herself, and also her experiences of interrelationality. Many BPD symptoms relating to affect regulation are spurred by psychosocial complications that can then exacerbate psychosocial complications in future relationships. One consequence of affective dysregulation due to abuse-induced trauma can be persistent interpersonal breakdowns. Such breakdowns can be caused by the inability of two differently affectively disposed persons to harmonize according to what person each needs based on a set of supposedly shared norms and expectations. Attempting to identify specific ethical issues related to affective disruptions in interrelational harmonizing requires that one pull together the embodied experiences of BPD and the effects of those experiences on interpersonal relationships and then position that distinctive dynamic within an ethico-epistemological framework. I believe that one critical trigger for BPD affective dysregulation comes from the role of abuse-induced trauma in the cultivation of the BPDer's body memory. I offer a description of this phenomenology, which I ground in the philosophy of embodied cognition. The relationship between trauma and the embodied memory matters to ethical conversations about BPD because it is crucial to see how trauma that manifests as a specific kind of affective disposition can influence the ethical harmonizing of interpersonal interactions.I write this analysis from my own first-person experience of someone diagnosed with severe BPD.